have you ever lived a time when your body is functioning well but your soul is dead...you carry a vacuum inside you..and also a lump in your throat with some type of unexplained pain in the muscles of your heart and on the walls of your chest....
well, thats exactly what i am going thru now...
my baby is gone for SEVEN days...i have not lived without her even a SINGLE day since she graced my life..i have been crying in spurts...with no reason...it hurts when she is not around..it hurts when house is so perfect and i am not screaming my lungs off because she has stained the lounger....i detest this perfection..the freedom to go out anytime ...the freedom to not boil her bottles, fill her milk for night...the uninterrupted cooking...
ohhh...how i miss her.......what happens when she is grown and gone..... god save me
come back soon lest i die of breathing problems...
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Awwwww Sush- i am so sorry you're crying. Don't miss her that bad. Kids have a kind of connect with their mothers- very K3G style- she's bound to be missing you just as much too. Just run along and get her back ASAP or just go plonk wherever she is and make yourself a house-guest there. She's bound to squeal with joy, drop some milk, dirty the lounge and not let the cooking happen there too. That'll be your cue. Apologize for the mess and tell the people she is with that they must not be allowed to go through the trouble and SNATCH her back! Yay!
ReplyDeletePlus, she's still tiny. STOP running through time. You're making me feel older!
What a touching post. I totally understand! It would tear me up whenever my 2 younger boys would go 3 states away.. and it was only twice a year. I cried too and now that they are grown I still miss them terribly until they come home to visit. Sure hope you are feeling a little better today! Hang in there! Hugs, Coreen
ReplyDeleteI can see her reading it a few years from now, in front of her blushing mom ("dhyatt, I was just feeling lonely a bit") :-p
ReplyDelete:) opalllllllllllllllllllll
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