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I have not even attempted to put in words what i hold deep in my soul and existence for ONE MAN to whom i owe it all.. though i was born out of my mother's womb, my psychological and spiritual birth's fountainhead lies in him .. my FATHER - my God, my strength, my reason of existence... my alpha and my omega...

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

once upon a time...



















i scribble this story today for reasons i don't know.. it has left a dent in my psyche and might keep haunting me for all my life .... sometimes it surfaces very strongly on my being and so i chose to jot it down here

i read it long back in a series from Reader's Digest or Chicken Soup for soul (not very sure which one)

this story has haunted me since the time i read it, i howled then, i howl now... and everytime i think of it i feel deeply disturbed

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A little boy had a mother with only ONE eye. he was really embarassed when she would come visiting him in the school. one day he came home and shouted at his mother - he did not want her visiting him in the school because she had only ONE eye and he was embarassed of her

Time flew

He grew up and like any natural progression dissociated himself with his mother and settled down in a new place. he was still embarassed of her ONE eye

one day his mother died

He came back for her funeral

SHE had left a letter for him (written down here - but not verbatim)

My dear son,

when you were little, you met with an accident and lost your ONE eye. as a mother i could not bear the thought that you would live your life with only one eye. so i gave my eye to you. i am sorry for being an embarassment to you
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i scribble it today for i know that all the mothers give their one eye to their children in forms not very known or clear as this story ... wonder how the children translate it ???........

8 comments:

  1. WOW!!! You made me cry. You made me remember that we'd do anything, anything at all, for our children.
    Thank you Sash for stopping by and your comments. I so apprecaite them. I really do.
    I hope that all is well with you and your family.
    Take care my dear and God Bless you all!!!

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  2. Sushmita, I understand why this story would have haunted you ... it had a very unexpected ending, one that produced a surge of feelings in me when I read it. I agree that mothers give their eyes, all their senses for that matter, to their children as they guide and teach them throughout their childhood. We can only guess as to how children would translate it, but I would think their initial thoughts would grow and change as they do. When they reach maturity and perhaps become parents themselves, that is when the initial meaning they took away from the story should bloom into a total understanding and appreciation for the selfless aspect of parental love and sacrifice. The story is food for thought today.....I whispered an "I love you" to my mom and dad in gratitude for all they gave of themselves in order for me to live, grow, mature, and face the world on my own. I still benefit from seeing the world around me through their eyes....a priceless gift too seldom thought about but was thought of today because of your post ...those blessings are good to remember. They give strength and smiles .... have a good day, Sushmita, I know I will!

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  3. Oh my, I had no idea what to expect at the end. So sad!! I too would give my eyes to any of my boys, that is for sure! In many ways I have and I am so thankful that my boys don't think I'm embarrasing and have compassion & love for me. I am so very, very lucky!!

    Thank you for sharing this, Sushmita!
    Blessings & Hugh Hug my friend,
    ~ Coreen

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  4. I second that. Chicken Soup. I once dreamt of collecting all of the books in the series. I have quite a lot of them now, but can't get myself to read any. Mum reads them instead. :)

    Children are beautiful as kids, but COMPLETE nuts while growing up. I was. Blah.

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  5. Wow. Amazing love. Thanks for sharing.

    Scatter joy!

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