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I have not even attempted to put in words what i hold deep in my soul and existence for ONE MAN to whom i owe it all.. though i was born out of my mother's womb, my psychological and spiritual birth's fountainhead lies in him .. my FATHER - my God, my strength, my reason of existence... my alpha and my omega...

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

starry starry night.............

hmm...

since my childhood i have carried this little world inside me, in my head and in my soul.....
after a prolonged thot i decided to send it to the void which has almost become my dialogue-space in my journey for search of ONE..it is the stretch of sky where i soar when i want to delink myself from everything around me...

have a look at it

  • when you want to space out - you actually go and sit with the stars in the sky - the black vacuum at night...there is no travelling-fare since clouds can be speedy and free. you can play with the cool, sparkling stars with your hands sitting on the mountain of cloud and come back to this world when you have had enough of break
  • nobody talks to anybody in words..everything is unsaid....soul transmits the message and there is telepathy between hearts and mind
  • everyday is green and beautiful. fresh.
  • every morning is grateful to the energy from where we come and to where we will go ultimately
  • there are no deaths - no loved ones separate from each other . post death (just a transition to the other realm of experience) they interact with us in a little more subtle form. they are with us like they would be when in body. there is no pang of separation. they still talk to us, laugh with us, have dinner and outings .... 
  • the self realisation process is contingent upon how much happiness can we give to each other. there is no theory of pain. nobody has to go thru pain to achieve self-realisation.
  • there is an effort to reach to the next plane of existence but that is not dependent on struggles but on how much love we are able to distribute and how much peace can we bring to each other
  • the gifts are not paper wrapped latest technologies but a blessing and a smile, a set of sparking smiling eyes ... 
  • people are rich not because they have money - in this world if somebody is rich it is understood that the person has accumulation of blessings he has gathered from helping/handholding his mates
  • everybody has equal strength of spending and earning beauty of life - love, laughter, peace, serenity ...
  • that bodies could be transcended at any given point in time as per the wish of the body-holder
  • if separation is imperative it is automatic that when your loved ones quit your heart stops beating ..so you quit with them
the whiteness of that world attracts me...calls me...forces me to experiment with truth in life... i am weak...i give up...i break down ..but then i get up and say thanks to ONE...
for i know ..
that the world which exists in my mind, heart and soul
is possible

8 comments:

  1. "Wow"- that felt soooo good!

    It gave me peace.

    I am wondering, if someone has to quit, a whole bunch of others attached to him/her would quit and then some others and then everyone?? :)

    Just a thought.

    I loved this. Hope all the peace that radiates from this post returns to you manifold.

    :) :)

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  2. So beautiful....God bless you!

    You will always find me with loads of best wishes for you in your starry night !

    Keep smiling always!

    Cheers ,
    Passer By.

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  3. Even tho the words are beautiful, there is a fundamental flaw in the thot process. You are turning your face from the natural course of things. Almost everyone does that, anyway, and try to get some comfort from the idea of god, heaven etc.
    May be we think too much about the meaning of existence and forget to enjoy it!

    Or, may be, you're a member of CPI(M) :-p

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  4. who told you i was talking of heaven here? does it exist? in my understanding - it only exits in our mind ..is'nt it ?

    btw, why is everything that is painful and black a "natural course" and everything that is beautiful and soft "escapism"....is'nt the presence of nature a strong evidence that beauty is a reality and not a fantasy or escape from reality?

    have you ever seen rain drops and wondered about its perfect symmetrical beauty? its perfect meandering flow on your windshields? in that moment when you are concentrating on existentialism ..you are actually living the beauty ..

    who told you that if you wonder about things you stop enjoying it ...if you hold a camera and have an eye of a photographer you will know exactly what i am talking of ..

    i have lived the beauty of existence

    i have experimented with lot of paradoxes and known that they can stay together (you can be shy yet brash, intelligent yet dumb, soft yet hard, strong yet weak, fag and drink and yet be family oriented, not worship god and keep fasts yet be in the most spiritual state etc..)

    my 8 yr old mind does not believe in the GOD we capture and keep a prisoner in our places of worship ..what i have learnt of that ENERGY has nothing to do with search of existence and not enjoying it ..trust me on that...it is only during your search that you are awakened to the electrifying presence of life in full form ...

    i have often wondered why sky is blue and not green (whatever technical theory we apply to its scattering power - green could have been used instead right?)and when i lay on my terrace looking at the sunlit blue sky....seeing an eagle soaring and noting its every move and dive in the wind ..i have loved life and i have been grateful for the living ...i have felt the hormones rush thru my veins to my brain...

    try that once ...you will know what i am talking of...

    ever done star gazing...do it ...just for the heck of it ..you might just find an entry into my 8 yr old mind and know what i am talking of

    hee.e..heee...

    and last statement - i do not like it ..i HATE POLITICS ..call me a maverick, a wandering soul, a gypsy, a valkyries, a dreamer, a loner, a drifter..anything BUT NOT associate me with any POLITICS pleaseeeeeeeeeeee.....

    aah...genius..hope you get time to regress to an 8 yr old stage and find yourself making paper boats and chilling in rain ... you will know precisely what i carry inside me :)

    take care and keep coming back with your hard-hitting intelligent inputs...it keeps me active and thinking :)

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  5. Dear Girlneed2talk...no there would not be quitting of bunch of people...only the most beloved's heart would automatically stop...ONE beloved ...

    :) do not use logic...it will not fit into this thot form at all :) just enjoy it...

    an 8 yr old can only blabber the most nonsensical things ...is'nt it ? haa...haa.....

    take care and keep smiling ...tight hug and love

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  6. Oops!
    I just wanted to see how people react when you don't agree to their views/opinions/feelings 8-|

    I got some material for my next blog post :-p

    :-)

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  7. hee...hee...please do not waste your precious intelligent postings on cases like me ..i am an aberration to the normal population - taking my inputs seriously might skew your presentation ...do it at your own risk!!!

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  8. Interesting thoughts. Thanks for sharing them.
    Take care and God Bless!

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