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Sunday, May 9, 2010

which color am i ?

when i was born
i was a white
pure, serene, spiritual white

then came the layer of blue
unconditional love , blue

it was streaked by green at some places
jealous, envious, competitive green

i turned my search to one
and put a layer of mauve

strokes of red in happiness and grey in sadness followed

slowly...gradually....the hue is turning black
soot of experiences and baggages
anger, frustration, losing battles, battered dreams, crushed hopes
covering all the other layers
rendering them meaningless....

my canvas is soot black
i dont know where to begin
how to clean
how to go to white

which painting to make ?
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7 comments:

  1. AnonymousMay 10, 2010 at 12:08 AM

    Hmmm..intresting I should say.

    May peace be with you!

    Best Wishes ,
    Passer BY

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  2. JulieMay 10, 2010 at 5:37 AM

    Jesus says he'll wash it all away and we can start anew. So don't go backwards, just forwards. Start new and even though those black strokes will still sneak in there once in awhile but try and make them just part of the landscape not the main part of the picture/life.
    You'll do it girl. Pray, ask and you shall reciever. The Lord loves and cares and will wash your sins away and make your heart brand new.
    Have a great and blessed day today. Take care.

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  3. RajaMay 10, 2010 at 8:42 AM

    Nice poem, tho' I don't quite like sad poems.
    Hope everything's good.

    (I've changed the name of your blog in my blogroll to "In Search of One" from "Flying High." Hope you'll stick to this name :-p)

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  4. Flying high in the sky....May 10, 2010 at 9:32 AM

    Passerby - thanks for the wishes

    Julie - thanks for the input...really helped :) HE is my strength

    :) you dont have to be so polite ... yes even i dont like sad poems always...but this blog is my diary..so ..sometimes i need to ventilate...about the name bit ... feel free to use anything that you like :) thanks for reading again - i might be cyclothymic..so the swings

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  5. AnonymousMay 10, 2010 at 3:31 PM

    Scrub. Scrub all you can. Render the soot meaningless. It'll dissolve. Focus on all you are, all you have been. I'll say a prayer for you. If it helps, cry a bit. Just a bit. Watch a comedy. you'll see the soot dissolve faster. Here's to some happiness!

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  6. Flying high in the sky....May 10, 2010 at 8:10 PM

    awesome warrior girl...SCRUBBING is all i need....awesome..thanks for the insight. :)

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  7. dolly jhaJune 11, 2010 at 4:54 AM

    u r a rainbow....all colour in one....all within you...all pure and innocent...:)

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