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I have not even attempted to put in words what i hold deep in my soul and existence for ONE MAN to whom i owe it all.. though i was born out of my mother's womb, my psychological and spiritual birth's fountainhead lies in him .. my FATHER - my God, my strength, my reason of existence... my alpha and my omega...

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

You left.....

Note :  -i dont intend to have any comments on this post...only the prayers...forgive my rudeness..for i have no love to share today ....i cant give you what i dont have..

So you left...
how was it Abha...
on 4th of may ... what did you go thru to end your journey....
did you try talking to anybody?
you were so soft spoken, so courteous
did i ever tell you ..though you were younger to me i looked up to you
for your warmth and honesty

then what happened
was the existence so painful that you chose to quit
did it hurt baby
were you lonely sweetheart...very lonely.....very....
did you regret it even for a second
did you think of any of us ?

you were a courageous girl
things would have gone out of hand i am sure

where are you now
did you see HIM
did you question HIM
why all this at such a young age?

are you free now
from pain and questions

did you feel unloved........Abha........did you feel unloved when you treaded towards the end

i am sorry
we all are sorry
for not being able to make to your helplist
guess we were not able to convince you

i am sorry

2 comments:

  1. sorry to hear tht.. R.I.P abha masi..

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  2. y all this fidelity and honesty for someone who din't deserve it one bit...?

    may you be free from the shackles of the unpleasant memories of this lifetime...forever....for all births to come...

    may u find the true other half of your soul in the births to come...n share a happy and prosperous life together..

    God bless you friend...

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