Sometimes we are awakened,the sleep is not over,and the twilight zone where your slumber and wakefulness meet is the desert i am travelling in... in search of something..questions, answers, black, white, red, rain, wind, men, people, events, incidents, fire, copper,etc. an incessant search... flying high..in the sky.... i am crazy, eccentric, dreamy, incomplete, paradoxical, nonsensical, undefined, unanswered. everything that one should not be in a formal perfect world out there ...!
"the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world are the ones who do." Steve Jobs
This blog is dedicated to the most critical factors of my existence and being, my parents and my sisters..especially to my younger one..thanks for everything Dolls..
I have not even attempted to put in words what i hold deep in my soul and existence for ONE MAN to whom i owe it all.. though i was born out of my mother's womb, my psychological and spiritual birth's fountainhead lies in him .. my FATHER - my God, my strength, my reason of existence... my alpha and my omega...
I come back with another story hoping that someday you will
know the essence of all my letters…. :)
So, today I will tell you the
story of a man ….. a man we admire and adore …a man you will not know with so
much fervour like we do, simply because you would have crossed this historical moment
unbeknownst to the impact it has had on lives of my generation, unbeknownst to
his greatness and the reason why he became a legend at a tender age of 40!!
But by the time you are matured enough to read this letter
of mine, you will also understand why he is special …so here is the story of a
man called the GOD of cricket …..
Sachin Ramesh
Tendulkar.
He gave his farewell speech today
November 16, 2013 at around 12.30 approximately, and it was precisely around
this time when lives of many Indians like me changed ….cricket will never be
same again ..…and the house which watched matches and waited for this hero to
come and bat will never feel this sense of reverence, sense of awe, sense of a
feeling “wish I had a son like him”, sense of “wish my daughter imbues his values”…..a
sense of love, peace, respect and confusion of how is it possible for a human
being to be treated like a GOD and live that respect ….to have adulation since
16 and yet not lose his head …how…how…how ???
Cricket will be vacant
Cricket will be devoid of sense
of awe
Cricket will never be same again
So what makes this man so special?
His run records, his centuries, his half-centuries, his batting style… what…?? Do
you know when he is out on a 0 he is still a hero J ….in a vast country like
ours, in a diverse setup like ours you don’t hear a murmur about him (of course
there will always be voices who will question Sita and Shiva….)….
He is like a house built by Howard
Roarke …. average people did not buy his house, but those people who bought it
would not barter it for anything in this world!! That house is Sachin Tendulkar…
if you know him and know the crux of where all this reverence comes from …you
will worship the Shivansh in him going beyond 0 and 100…
This man …. Had a very very tough
task of playing the role of GOD in the lives of us Indians (we are emotional
fools J) …and
he did it with so much of grace…so much of patience…humility
He is a representation of what
good parenting can do, what humility can do, what good values can do for you …
When you read this letter do know
one innermost desire that I have…. Read up on him, learn about him …and if
possible beta…if possible do try to take the path he took….of purity,
dedication and focus…then your 0s will also receive a standing ovation …..for
there are good cricketers…but to get a guard of honor from the rival team…you
have to be what Sachin is J
Once you get to know him you will
know why words kept failing me when I started writing up on him… the reverence
that humility and honesty desires cannot be capsuled in words….you have to feel
it…..and I hope someday when you are reading thisyou will understand my innermost desire….especially
when you become a mother J
I am around 2 mths late in
posting for your birthday. Sorry!
So you have turned seven …the
roller-coaster ride that we have had as a daughter-mother duo is now taking a
clear shape
Sometimes your little head must
be wondering why maa always tells you stories (you get bored) of Raja
Vikrmaditya, the king of immense power who chose humility and truth over pride
and aggression , she is also going to bore you with stories on Raja
Harishchandra who stood for truth despite all the odds he faced in life!
You are now well versed with Bapu
and his saying “an eye for an eye will make the whole world blind” – you love
that poster in your room right?! J
I have noticed that your little
brain inspires you to lie (sometimes) or present inaccurate data infront of maa
simply because you don’t want to incur her wrath J
. You also try to show that you are grown up enough to know what is right and
wrong for you …. I am amused and more worried…this is the time… this period of
development will separate my being a good mother vs a failed mother.
If I am able to instil the truth,
integrity and sense of self respect in you ..i will die a peaceful death,
knowing no matter where you are and with whom you are …you are a happy person
for like I always tell you …your talents, your truthfulness, your books are
your best friends …no human can replace them …the love that we always search
for in opposite genders or outside us is actually always residing within us …love
yourself…respect yourself …for you can give only what you possess!
you will understand it when you
grow up J
you are too small now J
Ok , so here is a story by maa….hope
one day you read it and know the depth of it …hope you will know that what I ever
wanted was to see you in peace and happiness…
We have been watching Devon ke Dev Mahadevand for a little
soul like you, it comprises of lot of characters and story lines J but when you grow up
you will realise they are CONCEPTS which had to be told in terms of characters
and story lines to allow them to permeate a normal human mind who is too busy
thinking about saving and future and has no energy left end of the day to get
into quantum spirituality
So you saw the character
Jalandhar and also a character called Andhak. I will talk about them in some
detail here –
They both are SHIVANSH , meaning they were born out of energy of
Adishakti /Prakriti and Purusha (in the form of Shiva- the ultimate, and , Parvati- his split female part)
The focal point of those
characters –
They both were born Shivansh but Jalandhar chose to
represent OVER-AMBITION and Andhak, LUST.
So how can a negative energy of over-ambition
and lust be born out of that which is TRUTH (Satyam Shivam Sundaram!)
Put simply it can be understood
like this – every energy in itself contains both the positive and negatives of that
energy (Genetic science, physics and your mausi ma can explain that to you
later)
They both are provided with a
matrix of choice, to choose their path, each path leading to a particular end…
the truth gives you options …again and again to play with your choices and
change the end product of your journey
Jalandhar (read over-ambition)
despite his sheen and glow of immense love for his wife, sense of doership for
his people and a brilliant spark of truthfulness (truth defined as per his
level) had to achieve salvation and go back to his source. Andhak, on the other
hand, born out of pure darkness chose to let pass all the data given to him
through a dark tunnel of his mind and soul and arrive at the residual value of
the data or skewed form of the same e.g. when his Guru Shukracharya (read him
as INTELLECT) tells him he is a SHIVANSH ,Andhak choses the data “so I have the power of Mahadev (GOD of all GODS)”
…..instead of the truth that “he was the son of SHIVA and PRAKRITI and hence it
was immoral for him to desire PRAKRITI as his lover” !
So, when you receive a set of
data ..do give it a chance to appear infront of you in the most objective
manner – you see we give a character to it based on our level, it is as IT IS!
Do you remember the story point
where Jalandhar complains about how his father SHIVA (read truth) chose to
ignore him despite the fact that he was in pain! This is what Shiva told him “How
could I ignore you when I was never separate from you, I was always there..with
you …in form of your wife,guru and
mother but you chose to ignore me”
Someday you will feel the
pressure of my moral science lectures, someday you will fight with me for a
normal life of being ok with things not approved by me… someday when I will
seem separated from you …remember Jalandhar and remember what SHIVA said to him....
you were never abandoned, for one cannot abandon oneself right? You are born
out of me…so you are me and I am you … like SHIVA says …YOU and ME happens when
we make a choice of seeing duality…if you remember that you are but a part of
me you will know that what I do for you is for me J I do not have different
standards for YOU and ME…
One day you will be a mother and
one day you will know the experience of ONENESS…that little girl with her own
head, mind, soul and learning and yet carrying you inside her …always….it will
fill you with immense joy and you will want to give her the bestest in the
world…
we all have SHIVA, Jalandhar and Andhak in us...
In my world , the bestest that I want
to gift to you is the bestest ever –
My Great GrandMom was married at the tender age of 9 and was widowed at the age of 13 (that is how old families in India used to work) ....My Grand Mom was born to her ..a single child......family lore says she was never angry (my Grandpa was!) ....and she had a heart (which was damaged and hence had to be replaced with a false one) of Gold....i loved her and admired her soooooooooooooo much...,.
never in my life i have had puris the way she used to make them....the pooris and aloo ki sabji somehow were very heavenly...probably because the main ingredient she used in cooking was love :)...
i love her...and hope wherever she is ....she is wrapped in the warmth and love of God....
Once there lived a man, made up
of earth and soul. I hear stories about him from my elder siblings and my
father
He was my grandfather aptly named
VED ANAND (VED is the science of knowledge which is deemed as the last stop in
hunting of secret wisdoms and ANAND means BLISS)
When he realised he was not able
to fend for my father’s studies he ate only ONCE- in- a day for 14 LONG years!!!
We were so poor that we did not
have staple food to eat– he would grow potatoes and feed his family
He had fallen from being a Jeth
Raiyat (a high position of that era) to being a man who had no money to educate
his kids, a fall which should not befall on enemies even
But he persisted
I hear stories like how he never
told my father to study (the longest time that my father has studied is 45
minutes), of course he was born brilliant! With borrowed books and library he
cleared his states examination and became a state level administrative officer
who was revered and loved by his colleagues. His fellowship money (my father
was a scholarship winner) of 18 Rupees was used to run the household and his
education fee. He could not sit for Central Level exam (IAS) because he did not
have money for the forms…
My Grandfather would be outside
my father’s examination hall with Sweets (rasgulla) after each exam, he told
him “I want to feed you so much of your beloved stuff that after a point of
time you will not have the NEED to have them”
When my elder sister, who was the
first and only child to be born in our family then, because of her childhood
insisted upon having some staple food and not boiled potatoes always he would
wipe tears off his eyes and look straight. HE WOULD NOT BORROW, even not
for his beloved (my sister)
So was HE!! not to be bent...no compromise on VALUES!
Later on, my father went on to
become a successful officer, a man who refused a job with INDIAN AIRFORCE
because that would mean going away from the family and that was not acceptable
to him! Like my grandfather, my father is a self – made man too! He refuses to
compromise on his values (especially with finance)
Lots of things have changed now,
my Grandfather’s passion for education flowed from him to my father who later
on put us in choicest of schools to make sure we grew up to be a refined being
We have not seen financial issues
and I cannot imagine which man with this earthy body would GIVE UP on food
I am a parent – am I capable of
such missionary zeal for my child…I doubt…
My father insists he would never
be able to better his father when it comes to being a good father …
I miss him so much today…wish I was
matured enough to know what kind of SPIRITUAL TREASURE I had when he was around…the
only thing I remember about him is …he would always put the first morsel in our
mouth before beginning his meal… he is alive amidst us all in us and in the
family- lore
I miss him…..so much…that my heart
aches and my eyes weep…
so you turned 6 on July 21 :) ..extremely sorry for a delayed post darling, ma was caught up ....
and you lost your first baby tooth on August 17th 2012!!! so this post is for both the important events :)
i told you to ask for health, wealth, happiness, peace, serenity and love from the tooth fairy and this is what you told me :)
"i will ask for a jewellery set for you , a set of pajama and kurta for papa and one barbie set for myself "
i was taken aback and told you to ask for the wish of health etc first and then later on you can ask for all those things ..
this is what you replied
"i will ask for health, wealth and all when my second one comes out" !!!!
oof!! your innocence makes me laugh and cry at the same time!!!
darling, i have kept that tooth with your bunch of first hair cut (in the salon) and the piece of umbilical cord which you shed once you were 6-7 days old :)...you know mommy's wealth collection !! she feels richest looking at them... :)
by the time i introduce you to my blog you will be grown up enough to understand why i keep all those "first" things with my jewellery set :)
someday i will leave a long long mail on how you make me feel ... someday you will understand why mommy cries so much (like i just did this morning talking to you :)) ......i hope someday you will have time for me and my blog ...till then...take care my little angel.....
May you be blessed with abundance, success, happiness, peace, serenity. longevity, health , love and a very very loving and caring life partner :)
i had made a promise once that someday i will share the work of people who in my opinion manifest divinity very closely....some work of art here ... with permission from the artist ..i found her on fb ...i don't know when and how :)...i will also share some work by Henri Lamy, an artist from Paris with some fabulous work ...that is only if he permits me to display his work on my blog :)..
this one is pencil sketch by the same artist ..Manisha..
another one by her
You can check more of her work on the link i have shared in the beginning of the post.... enjoy ...if you have an eye for art her work is a treat for soul....she is an amazing writer and you can check her poems too :) ......they will leave you tranced!..i promise if you love art you will be delighted to the hilt!!
Disclaimer - I am not related to the artist and i do not know her personally except on fb....i think she is an Engineering student who has just completed her course
I have taken the liberty to delete a few lines from this article ...i am not in a mood to complain.... and i REALLY dont think a NOBEL PRIZE is a seal of authenticity for any creation... .
i am rejoicing the fact that one of my forefathers was an important contributor to this big event !!!
BOSON comes from BOSE (Mr. S N Bose's photograph given below) and Einstein . Mr. Higgs was present when the result was being telecast :) ....
Source - http://zeenews.india.com/news/exclusive/sn-bose-the-god-particles-neglected-namesake_785719.html Ananya Bhattacharya In the territory of science, they say, nothing can be designated the rock-solid status of a ‘theory’. Hypotheses are all that anybody can think of, and today’s established theory might be shown the door tomorrow. The field is diverse, researches unending, and discoveries incessant and earth-shattering.
Every century has been a witness to many revelatory discoveries and inventions in science. But the latter half of 2011 went a step ahead. It shook the basic bedrock of Physics, almost rendered in tatters the foundation of Albert Einstein’s iconic E=mc2: scientists at CERN cast doubts on the ‘fact’ that nothing travelled faster than light. Certain neutrinos, they claimed, might, travel faster. The entire scientific world was shaken out of their luxurious realities with this revelation. Challenging the God of Modern Physics wasn’t something that someone did every day, after all.
July 2012 marked another milestone in the history of Quantum Physics – God Particle, they claimed, had been discovered. The God Particle, otherwise known as the Higgs boson particle, is one that has been instrumental in holding many in taut suspension ever since its purported existence rose to the fore. While Albert Einstein has been immortalised in realms superterranean, and Peter Higgs’ list of awards don’t find an end, the other scientist whose namesake is a part of this God Particle, has been brutally glossed over. His contributions never found the international acknowledgement of a Nobel Prize, and the irony is even more glaring in the fact that several researches but the foundational one on the ‘Boson’ particle have been honoured with that ultimate recognition.
Bose’s research career spanned decades of hard work and inadequate recognition. What with his path-breaking researches on particle physics and notable discoveries in quantum statistics being among the greatest achievements of the 20th century, SN Bose could easily have been awarded a Nobel Prize. His overarching status of a researcher might then have been done some justice to.
The God Particle, which has created such a deafening brouhaha in the last few days, wasn’t one that just came into being. The Higgs boson particle, based on the Bose-Einstein Statistics, was one that had its hypothesis in place – thanks to the work of this Indian and Einstein. With its existence now on its way to embrace the pedestal of the truth, one might be forced to wonder why was it that while on the one hand Physics is replete with mentions of Einstein, on the other, Bose is a man who is hardly in the radar of recognition.
Satyendra Nath Bose, in early 20th century, along with Albert Einstein, engendered the basic tenets of the particles called bosons. And what followed thereafter is a saga of friendship, symbiosis and a relationship that transcended the mortal realms well into the immortal. Bose-Einstein Statistics, the Bose-Einstein Condensate and work on bosons are glowing reminders of that phenomenal relationship – which gave rise to several foundational elements of advanced physics.
With the Higgs-Boson particle on the threshold of solid discovery, Satyendra Nath Bose might have been happy with his work being the fulcrum of it all. Pride is not the only emotion that an Indian would feel at Bose’s name being a part of that which is supposed to be the crux of all matter. The feeling is an amalgam of an inarticulate rush of emotions. . Almost four decades since his demise, the man has been re-instated as an immortal – and this time, the entire world has been jolted out of a stupor. Years of neglect later, realisation has struck hard.
In an artist's conception, a Higgs boson erupts from a collision of protons.
Illustration by Moonrunner Design Ltd., National Geographic
"I think we have it. You agree?" Speaking to a packed audience Wednesday morning in Geneva, CERN director general Rolf Heuer confirmed that two separate teams working at the Large Hadron Collider (LHC) are more than 99 percent certain they've discovered the Higgs boson, aka the God particle—or at the least a brand-new particle exactly where they expected the Higgs to be. The long-sought particlemay complete the standard model of physics by explaining why objects in our universe have mass—and in so doing, why galaxies, planets, and even humans have any right to exist.
Higgs Holds It All Together?
The Higgs boson is one of the final puzzle pieces required for a complete understanding of the standard model of physics—the so-far successful theory that explains how fundamental particles interact with the elementary forces of nature.
The so-called God particle was proposed in the 1960s by Peter Higgs to explain why some particles, such as quarks—building blocks of protons, among other things—and electrons have mass, while others, such as the light-carrying photon particle, do not.
Higgs's idea was that the universe is bathed in an invisible field similar to a magnetic field. Every particle feels this field—now known as the Higgs field—but to varying degrees.
If a particle can move through this field with little or no interaction, there will be no drag, and that particle will have little or no mass. Alternatively, if a particle interacts significantly with the Higgs field, it will have a higher mass.
The idea of the Higgs field requires the acceptance of a related particle: the Higgs boson.
According to the standard model, if the Higgs field didn't exist, the universe would be a very different place, said SLAC's Peskin, who isn't involved in the LHC experiments.
"It would be very difficult to form atoms," Peskin said. "So our orderly world, where matter is made of atoms, and electrons form chemical bonds—we wouldn't have that if we did not have the Higgs field."
In other words: no galaxies, no stars, no planets, no life on Earth. "Nature Is Really Nasty" to Higgs Boson Seekers
Buried beneath the French-Swiss border, the Large Hadron Collider is essentially a 17-mile-long (27-kilometer-long) oval tunnel. Inside, counter-rotating beams of protons are boosted to nearly the speed of light using an electric field before being magnetically steered into collisions.
Exotic fundamental particles—some of which likely haven't existed since the early moments after the big bang—are created in the high-energy crashes. But the odd particles hang around for only fractions of a second before decaying into other particles.
(Also see "Strange Particle Created; May Rewrite How Matter's Made.")
Theory predicts that the Higgs boson's existence is too fleeting to be recorded by LHC instruments, but physicists think they can confirm its creation if they can spot the particles it decays into. (Explore a Higgs boson interactive.)
Now that the Higgs boson—or something like it—has been confirmed to indeed have a mass of around 125 to 126 GeV, scientists have a better idea why the God particle has avoided detection for so long.
This mass is just high enough to be out of reach of earlier, lower-energy particle accelerators, such as the LHC's predecessor, the Large Electron-Positron Collider, which could probe to only about 115 GeV.
At the same time 125 GeV is not so massive that it produces decay products so unusual that their detection would be clear proof of the Higgs's existence.
In reality the Higgs appears to transform into relatively commonplace decay products such as quarks, which are produced by the millions at the LHC.
"It just so happens that nature is really nasty to us, and the range that we've narrowed [the Higgs] down to is the range that makes it most difficult to find," ALICE's Evans said.
Despite the challenges, ATLAS's Gianotti said, it's fortunate that the Higgs has the mass that it does.
"It's very nice for the standard-model Higgs boson to be at that mass," she said. "Because at that mass we can measure it at the LHC in a huge number of final states. So, thanks Nature."
If you want to read further on it you can use the link -
there is a cave
a deep one
beyond this beautiful forest
forest of flowers and leaves and trees and wind
this cave is star-lit dark, deep and silent
adorned by flowers and forest on the front it is rarely seen by the passerbys
sometimes when the world is too much
i walk into my cave
and spend hours here
talking to the silence
listening to the noise outside this silence
trying to think about silly things
like
what would happen if i could catch a star and stitch it into a dress
if i could fold the moon into a triangle
use sun as a bonfire in the cold misty nights
convert events of my life into musical notes
what kind of music would it be - shrieking, musical or plain out of tune
what is the color of my soul now
what was it when i was born
who was i in the other realm
who am i in the present one
what is my color - black, brown, or colorless
what is my composition
anti-matter or the matter
am i evil or pure or nothing
what mood is mine - sad, happy or stone, plain stone
am i confident, under confident, conceited or plain idiot
am i closed or open
why do i giggle like a child
and cry like a heartbroken adult
am i a hero, a coward or non-existent entity
will this tiring journey ever end .....
or
i have miles and births to go
there are no visitors to this cave
absolutely none
the flower forest has many :))
the cave
and the noise of ocean beyond it
is arrested somewhere
deep
very deep
non-reachable
me.
nobody knows the address and the location of this spot. it does not exist for them.
I run a small and indistinctive shop
I have trust, fidelity, love, honesty and some soul brands on my shelf..
In those olden days my shop used to be flooded
People liked experimenting with pure and long lasting stuff..
But now i am old..and tired..
Sitting alone and killing my time on my shelves
Dusting every piece of trust, honesty, fidelity etc..etc..
Waiting for a passer-by
Waiting for somebody who would at the least do a window shopping of ...
My precious collection
My shop is located just near that lane
Opposite the shop which sells money and lust..
It is a famous shop
Prominent location on the road..
So it is easy to locate my shop too...
Will you spread the word amongst your friend
Just in case...
They are on a look out for some brands of honesty, fidelity et al ....
They can drop by ..
All the products are everlasting and come with full life guarantee
If it does not work they can throw them in the nearby pond...!
this one is for a dear blogger friend who showed enough trust in me and asked me to sketch a face we both liked ..VJ sorry...i have failed miserably in catching the spirit of the face..specifically the eyes ...
India was the richest country on earth till the British invasion in the 17th century.
India has never invaded any country in her last 10,000 year history.
India invented the Number System. Zero was invented by Aryabhatta.
The world’s first university was established in Takshila in 700BC. More than 10,000 students from all over the world studied over 60 subjects. The University of Nalanda built in the 4th century BC was one of the greatest achievements of ancient India in the field of education.
Sanskrit is the mother of all European languages. Sanskrit is the most suitable language for computer software (report in Forbes magazine, July 1987)
Ayurveda is the earliest school of medicine known to man. Charaka, the father of medicine consolidated Ayurveda 2500 years ago. Today Ayurveda is fast regaining its rightful place in society.
The art of Navigation was born in the river Sindh 6000 years ago. The very word ‘Navigation’ is derived from the Sanskrit word NAVGATIH. The word navy is also derived from Sanskrit ‘Nou’.
Bhaskaracharya calculated the time taken by the earth to orbit the sun hundreds of years before the astronomer Smart. Time taken by earth to orbit the sun: (5th century) 365.258756484 days.
The value of pi was first calculated by Budhayana and he explained the concept of what is known as the Pythagorean Theorem. He discovered this in the 6th century long before the European mathematicians.
Algebra, Trigonometry and Calculus came from India; Quadratic equations were by Sridharacharya in the 11th century; The largest numbers the Greeks and the Romans used were 106 (10 to the power 6) whereas Indians used numbers as big as 1053 (10 to the power of 53) with specific names as early as 5000 BC during the Vedic period. Even today, the largest used number is Tera 1012 (10 to the power of 12).
According to the Gemological Institute of America, up until 1896, India was the only source of diamonds to the world.
USA based IEEE has proved what has been a century-old suspicion in the world scientific community that the pioneer of Wireless communication was Prof. Jagdeesh Bose and not Marconi.
The earliest reservoir and dam for irrigation was built in Saurashtra, Gujarat (Western India). According to Saka King Rudradaman I of 150BC a beautiful lake called ‘Sudarshana’ was constructed on the hills of Raivataka during Chandragupta Maurya’s time.
Chess (Shataranj or Ashtapada) was invented in India.Sushruta is the father of surgery. 2600 years ago he and health scientists of his time conducted complicated surgeries like cesareans, cataract, artificial limbs, fractures, urinary stones and even plastic surgery and brain surgery. Usage of anesthesia was well known in ancient India. Over 125 surgical implements were used. A deep knowledge of anatomy, physiology, etiology, embryology, digestion, metabolism, genetics and immunity is also found in many texts.
When many cultures were nomadic forest dwellers over 5000 years ago, Indians established the Harappan culture in the Sidhu Valley (Indus Valley Civilization).
The place value system, the decimal system was developed in India in 100 BC.
Notable Quotes
Albert Einstein said: We owe a lot to the Indians, who taught us how to count, without which no worthwhile scientific discovery could have been made.
Mark Twain said: India is the cradle of the human race, the birthplace of human speech, the mother of history, the grandmother of legend, and the great grand mother of tradition. Our most valuable and most structive materials in the history of man are treasured up in India only.
French scholar Romain Rolland said: If there is one place on the face of the earth where all the dreams of living men have found a home from the very earliest days when man began the dream of existence, it is India.
Hu Shih, former Ambassador of China to USA said: India conquered and dominated China culturally for 20 centuries without ever having to send a single soldier across her border.
When the Maharaja of Patiala was snubbed by snooty British salesmen at a Rolls Royce showroom in the U.K., he hit back by buying up the entire consignment of 50 vehicles on display and turning them into garbage trucks back home. An English paper printed a picture and the story that made company representatives scurrying to Patiala with an olive branch.
she initiated me into the blogging world... i was inspired when i saw her blog and she helped me build this holy void of mine...
i was a small girl and some petals of a flower fell in my eyes while playing in school ground, she went mad... and threatened everybody with dire consequences if something would go wrong with my eyes..we were barely 7-8 yrs old then
when during her college interview the panel thought it was ridiculous that i could be her local guardian since i was not married and i was not "old" enough , she chose to quit the college instead of seeing me being insulted infront of the panel - Miranda House was a dream and i was scared that she would not get the seat because of me..but she was not scared..she loved me too much to see anybody talk to me rudely -she did get the seat :) - we were teenagers then
i was hungry and i wanted to have chowmein- i did not know where i could locate it in north campus of delhi university - within 30 mts she was on the door of my hostel with a packet from her hostel canteen.. ... we must have been in our twenties or something
one morning she called me saying she had to tell me something urgent - she took me to her hostel room and gave me a surprise!! when i opened my eyes there was a brilliant new music system kept as my gift. she had saved her pocket money to buy it.... we were in our twenties or something
once we were sitting on a bus stand and a man made a gesture at me - she pounced at him and held him by his collar - i had to calm her down... i never missed a man in my life (movies say they protect you!!) when she was with me
when i grew old and started with my career after my masters, i could never have enough money in my first job- the place where i stayed was too expensive and my salary - lower than stipends of some well placed students. i would borrow from her every month and when i would go to return the money to her she would refuse it saying "ours is a relationship, not a business"
when i started doing well in my job but had no time and still no saving for my hobbies i once expressed my violent urge to start with an oil paint when in real life i had never lifted a brush - she was there with a set of canvas, colors, brush and an easel on my birthday, she continued getting me canvas pads later too and still loves to see my paintings..
when i fell in love with a man who was a concept in my head she rang him up and i don't know what she told him (i never talked to him and she never told me) but i guess the essence was - don't mess with my sister and don't hurt her. i only came to know that she was in touch with him when i got a message saying my sister was tensed since she was not able to locate me and she had rung him up asking about my whereabouts. i had forgotten to tell her that i was going for a night stay with a group of my friends at their house!
the most precious books of my library has come from her pocket money....
now i am married with a kid - she still saves her pocket money and sends me kurtas and bags from delhi. she sends gifts for my child too !
she was born my younger sister but i genuinely feel that once god had finished my creation he was worried who would actually love me and take care of me (given my schizophrenic idiosyncrasy) so he made her .... the other end - she the fair, the lovely, the caring, the strong, value oriented, soft and genuine... i call her my mother... she mothered me when i needed her ...
she appears in all my predictive dreams along with my father
i can never in words put across what she means to me , this song can perhaps give words to my feeling...
Dear Betu...here is what i leave for you...a message and two videos ...
always remember - "Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary." Steve Jobs
She is the best writer i have known .. the most beautiful soul known to me..she taught me to blog!!
-
*BRINGING UP A SON*
“Papa why don’t you come with us. You’ll be safer and healthier in town
where we have ample medical facilities. Moreover, it’s really ...
11 years ago
my love, my life...
The man...the influence...STAY HUNGRY...STAY FOOLISH...
Pothi.com helped me fulfil a dream - publish a book of my poems - "Silent Expressions - a soul's journey..." - it is an ode to my parents..
My Alternate self...what if....
if the set of my choices were different - i would have been ...a model..a photographer ..and satyajit ray's muse...in today's world ..probably Rajat Kapoor's!!
People who have graced my expressions.. thank you...
Click on the ‘pages’ to flip The Positive Sciences of the Ancient Hindus
http://hdl.handle.net/2027/mdp.39015013134401?urlappend=%3Bui=embed The
positive b...
Whenever I see other moms on social media looking so fresh and like they
are having the best time of their life, the question "where do these moms
get the...
For the owner, designing the living room has special significance. They
value it greatly because they may display their pride, personalities, and
true co...
Traversing a new path, new mission, new goals,
leaving the past behind, on highway to future!!
Little malice, lots of new hopes..
What future has in fold...
I’m laughing so hard internally that I can feel my organs constantly
bouncing off their permissible limit. It’s a funny world out there, if you
haven’t not...
Burlap luxe Home And Art
Designer~Writer~Artiste
Of
Burlap Luxe
"Just Not A Good Day Unless It Is A Creative One"
My latest created design,
botanic gar...
Have you ever felt like your brain is a computer with 200 tabs open at the
same time? Or that the world is an incredibly loud and overwhelming place,
where...
Light to guide our path It was late 1996 when I got my first opportunity to
travel abroad. It was a rite of passage, first international travel without
p...
Nous sommes donc une semaine après Noël, et dernier jour de l'année. Soyons
honnête, 2019 a été une année particulièrement pourrie et je suis bien
heureuse...
What the hell happened? When did I lose my cooking and baking skills? I use
to be able to whip up just about anything I set my mind to and have a
decent me...
THE AIRPORT CHAPLAIN
SERIES TRAILER WITH HUGO WEAVING
The series will also stream on Netflix*Australian SBS *has released a
trailer with *Hugo Weaving*...
Lexi Marlowe has spent years building her fashion brand from nothing, while
carefully guarding the secrets of her past.
Then she meets Christophe Mont...
My hero taught me to read. I don't mean literally.
Perhaps I should say, my hero taught me to love reading and in turn, love
writing. Who is my hero?
*My...
*BRINGING UP A SON*
“Papa why don’t you come with us. You’ll be safer and healthier in town
where we have ample medical facilities. Moreover, it’s really ...
I would like to share with my friends the seasons of LOVE, i wish you all
the happiness and more love in you hearts.
Sharing with you friends this very ni...
*She deserves security. He needs immediate protection. How can they choose
one over the other?*
*Loved the short story. Intelligent and very compassionate ...
One- Friends will be encouraging when you really need them to be. Two-
Encouragement can come in many different ways. Today friends gave me
physical hugs, ...
*...jogging helps one to think. As fate would have it, I've been pounding
the mileage these last few weeks.*
*Last autumn I was offered an opportunity...
Rex and I in 1985
Rex and I about 2005
(One of my favorite photos) I celebrate each year we make it! We have held
each other up throughout the years but...
I haven't been this excited about sharing news with you, my readers, for a
while.
In my last post, I raised the idea of starting a new site to focus on my...
How many do you know that'd take *rejection* with understanding*?*
How many would think of your upliftment still*?*
How many would continue to be friends o...
It was not a chance meeting, I mean after all, the sun was out and you
expect to see someone you know enjoying the weather. This however was not
what I...
*“The ultimate tragedy is not the oppression and cruelty by the bad people
but the silence over that of the good people.” --Martin Luther King, Jr. *
w...
Put a woman through physical, emotional, psychological, sexual, and
financial abuse—and then give her the ability to put her pain into
words—and she wil...
*Batman has Oracle. James Bond has Q.*
*McCord has Lady Lovelace. Ada Byron.*
*She appeared in his first novel, RITES OF PASSAGE, set in the Bermuda ...